digital parabellum

2010-06-17T09:28:00.002-04:00

& we're burnin up this town.

Our cigarette ashes coat the streets.

Our tears will tease you

2010-02-16T22:04:00.000-05:00

These things are weird to me.

2010-02-14T22:02:00.000-05:00

Happy Valentines Day
... it's not yours.

2010-02-13T22:02:00.000-05:00

2010-02-12T22:00:00.000-05:00

This is what's all the fuss is about
Stop hollerin.

2009-12-31T10:53:00.000-05:00

NYE baby.

2009-12-18T22:04:00.000-05:00

I made lists for the winter
there is only one thing i would like to do

2009-12-17T21:55:00.000-05:00

no secrets shared

2009-12-16T21:59:00.000-05:00

She lost track of her eyes

2009-12-15T21:42:00.000-05:00

You can't put a face to sexual harassment

2009-12-10T21:39:00.000-05:00

This represents my nervousness on so many levels.

2009-12-09T21:35:00.000-05:00

Baby's got a lot of jokes to tell

What happens when we're satisfied?

2009-12-01T22:50:00.003-05:00

i took the day off from working at the library
to spend the day working at the library
isnt it ironic?
eat me

2009-11-19T08:52:00.002-05:00

Just kidding

2009-11-16T21:37:00.000-05:00

we are not plastic
we are not ceramic
we are not stone

2009-11-15T16:04:00.002-05:00

i like things that make me think
thinking is hard to do
lets take dirty pictures
youll never guess this one.

2009-11-14T16:03:00.002-05:00

seeing is believing

2009-11-13T16:03:00.003-05:00

BANANA!

2009-11-10T22:35:00.002-05:00

seven was always one of my favorite movies.

2009-11-08T13:50:00.001-05:00

when i was a child i used to look across the way into our neighbors windows
i thought because i could only see inside at nighttime that they were vampires
i would watch to see if they were killing anyone, i would watch to see if they were having sex
i never did see either of these events
it frightens me the things i would think about as a child

2009-11-04T21:55:00.000-05:00

21 days
this is getting good

2009-11-03T21:51:00.000-05:00

i have to give a man credit when it's due
i admire someone who doesn't play by the rules
i have to give a man credit when it's due
but not here.

2009-11-02T23:01:00.000-05:00

let's cover our diseases

2009-10-31T22:46:00.002-04:00

we lean on each other in the dark
lets rub our eyes
you see sparks
i see jesus
mother mary, a magritte painting and the ring
a crown of thorns and a jack o'lantern
this is'nt sleepy hallow anymore baby

2009-10-29T21:14:00.001-04:00

let's get institutionalized baby

2009-10-28T19:08:00.003-04:00

we pass by each other like ships in the night
we mirror each others lives
i might never meet you
i love you

2009-10-28T19:05:00.002-04:00

october blue

2009-10-27T20:49:00.001-04:00

13 days
through rain and traffic
he's still here
i admire his resistance

2009-10-22T20:49:00.001-04:00

september's gone when i needed it the most.
october dont fail me now.
you like the smell of decaying leaves.
october make up for what september lacked,
change the colors of my heart.

2009-10-21T20:47:00.000-04:00

you be my heart
we're proof there's life
ill be your heart
we're proof there's a flame
let's start a fire.

2009-10-20T20:40:00.000-04:00

...and the dreams that you dare to dream
really do come true

2009-10-19T20:49:00.000-04:00

2009-10-11T23:21:00.002-04:00

2009-10-11T23:21:00.001-04:00

2009-10-11T23:18:00.001-04:00

the age old rivalry
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2009-10-06T23:17:00.000-04:00

Now I've got craft time writing letters to the universe.

2009-10-05T23:16:00.000-04:00

2009-10-04T23:12:00.001-04:00

My veins lead somewhere
Let's play connect the dots

2009-10-03T23:07:00.001-04:00

Ice cubes melt the sugar cubes

2009-09-14T13:55:00.002-04:00

I cant find my cynical roots here in California
California has erased my tough exterior
This is a business town
New york does it better.

2009-09-13T13:52:00.000-04:00

We have grand dreams of travel.
Some times people say dreams are just that
Dreams
they say you cant see some dreams
But those of who can
are fortunate

2009-09-13T12:11:00.002-04:00

Damien! Damien!
This was not a child
but a monster.

2009-09-12T12:06:00.000-04:00

This is a joke.
Tyler's mother has this hanging in the kitchen.
Along with american flag wall paper.
Stars and Stripes every where.
Really it was the biggest shit show.
You think she was god damn betsy ross.
Her ghost is a joke,

2009-09-12T12:03:00.000-04:00

pressurized cabin
my feet are cold
the washington ballet kills me
Holden Caulfield wont ever love Jane Gallagher again
Youll never love me and im running away.

2009-09-11T11:59:00.000-04:00

we all have a story from that day
some are more descriptive than others
ive got the photos to prove it.

2009-09-10T11:57:00.000-04:00

breakfast of champions

2009-09-09T11:55:00.001-04:00

maladjusted me.

2009-09-08T11:52:00.000-04:00

all we ever find are lived in bars
the stool cushions are flat on our asses
the air stinks
our best bonding experiences are with roaches
eavesdropping
the bartenders are young and stupid
they havent really even lived yet

2009-09-07T11:50:00.001-04:00

of all the johns ive been with
you were the best and worst

2009-09-06T11:48:00.001-04:00

over that long span of time
the reality is
i only saw you
271 times

2009-09-05T21:24:00.003-04:00

Lynch, ryan seacrest, abandondment and other lessons on saturday nights.
I am learning to live without love but with grace.
Without rabbits.

2009-09-04T21:17:00.000-04:00

Oh I've got a devil inside.
Oh I've got a devil inside.
Says he ain't going to burn me.
Oh that devil's beside me.

2009-09-03T22:10:00.000-04:00

Dont waste any time.

2009-09-02T21:03:00.002-04:00

This looks like god
I've sent my letters to the universe.
Secrets I've told david lee roth.
We both share the hots for teacher.
That's common knowledge.
But god has burst my bubble.
I am by no means discreet

2009-09-01T21:20:00.002-04:00

this says irony.
lets talk about morons.
most people are morons
and I know how to play them all.
i wrote irony.

2009-08-31T22:06:00.004-04:00

This reminds me of every Dusty Springfield song.
And seventies television.

2009-08-30T16:44:00.000-04:00

The devil has no home for you.

Or us.

We strive.

A girl can only dream

2009-08-29T22:13:00.000-04:00

One day I will end up on 48 hours mystery.

2009-08-28T13:45:00.001-04:00

It's raining in the elevator.

500 lb capacity

Im thinking how high the water line needs to get before it pushes the car down.

I am twenty three years old

I never feel quite right being alone during a thunderstorm

Maybe Ill visit grandma.

2009-08-24T22:51:00.000-04:00

I know nothing about this.
I'll never worry about this.
But I can't deny my curiosities.

2009-08-23T22:46:00.000-04:00

I've made friends.
I've lost more than I've made.
I've come to terms with this.
Everyone's calling my name.

2009-08-22T22:43:00.001-04:00

When men hurt, I type.
I will not censor myself
they say youll get kicked in the teeth one day.
I say, My brothers a dentist.
I can't get enough of my stories.
Do "stories" suggest fiction?
My imagination isn't prevalent enough to create these stories.
You've given me so much to write about.
I owe it to you and Ill cut you a check.

2009-08-21T22:40:00.000-04:00

I always answer my own questions.
"Why is it that I do not understand why children are sad?"
I contemplate.
Just because I don't understand them doesn't mean they have no comprehension.
pookie.

2009-08-20T22:38:00.000-04:00

Repent! Repent! Repent!

2009-08-19T22:35:00.000-04:00

Concrete.
My being has the consistency of concrete.
I chose this on my own.
I will not give anyone the satisfaction of making me concrete.

2009-08-18T22:31:00.000-04:00

What to do with idle shoes?
to dance if not with you, anyone?
Just myself alone in my mind.
Im a dreamer and I dance in a dream.

2009-08-18T22:30:00.000-04:00

If I ruled the world.

2009-08-17T22:28:00.000-04:00

As a child, I was always fascinated by bathrooms.
But to this day, I can only shit in the privacy of my own home.

2009-08-16T22:24:00.000-04:00

I could write of all the beautiful things writers always talk about
Seldom is it musical and I want to make music.
I have goosebumps although temperatures rise.
Beautiful things come and go and go and go and go

2009-08-15T22:20:00.000-04:00

The best I could ever do was warn you.
The best you could do was listen.

2009-08-14T22:17:00.000-04:00

Sometimes I think of old television westerns.
Of all the wildness, the garbage, the testosterone,
I could always pour my heart out to you.

2009-08-13T22:16:00.000-04:00

"i sure wish you could spend the rest of the evening with us"

hands

2009-08-12T22:13:00.000-04:00

Hands,
you're all so very different
most of all, i prefer the worn ones

Tub Scenes

2009-08-11T22:02:00.000-04:00

This is us submerged
in bathwater like in the movies
Which always made me feel asphyxiated