I cant find my cynical roots here in California
California has erased my tough exterior
This is a business town
New york does it better.

We have grand dreams of travel.
Some times people say dreams are just that
Dreams
they say you cant see some dreams
But those of who can
are fortunate

Damien! Damien!
This was not a child
but a monster.

This is a joke.
Tyler's mother has this hanging in the kitchen.
Along with american flag wall paper.
Stars and Stripes every where.
Really it was the biggest shit show.
You think she was god damn betsy ross.
Her ghost is a joke,

pressurized cabin
my feet are cold
the washington ballet kills me
Holden Caulfield wont ever love Jane Gallagher again
Youll never love me and im running away.

we all have a story from that day
some are more descriptive than others
ive got the photos to prove it.

breakfast of champions

maladjusted me.

all we ever find are lived in bars
the stool cushions are flat on our asses
the air stinks
our best bonding experiences are with roaches
eavesdropping
the bartenders are young and stupid
they havent really even lived yet

of all the johns ive been with
you were the best and worst

over that long span of time
the reality is
i only saw you
271 times

Lynch, ryan seacrest, abandondment and other lessons on saturday nights.
I am learning to live without love but with grace.
Without rabbits.

Oh I've got a devil inside.
Oh I've got a devil inside.
Says he ain't going to burn me.
Oh that devil's beside me.

Dont waste any time.

This looks like god
I've sent my letters to the universe.
Secrets I've told david lee roth.
We both share the hots for teacher.
That's common knowledge.
But god has burst my bubble.
I am by no means discreet

this says irony.
lets talk about morons.
most people are morons
and I know how to play them all.
i wrote irony.