This reminds me of every Dusty Springfield song.
And seventies television.

The devil has no home for you.

Or us.

We strive.

A girl can only dream

 

One day I will end up on 48 hours mystery.

It's raining in the elevator.

500 lb capacity

Im thinking how high the water line needs to get before it pushes the car down.

I am twenty three years old

I never feel quite right being alone during a thunderstorm

Maybe Ill visit grandma.

I know nothing about this.
I'll never worry about this.
But I can't deny my curiosities.

I've made friends.
I've lost more than I've made.
I've come to terms with this.
Everyone's calling my name.

When men hurt, I type.
I will not censor myself
they say youll get kicked in the teeth one day.
I say, My brothers a dentist.
I can't get enough of my stories.
Do "stories" suggest fiction?
My imagination isn't prevalent enough to create these stories.
You've given me so much to write about.
I owe it to you and Ill cut you a check.

I always answer my own questions.
"Why is it that I do not understand why children are sad?"
I contemplate.
Just because I don't understand them doesn't mean they have no comprehension.
pookie.

Repent! Repent! Repent!

Concrete.
My being has the consistency of concrete.
I chose this on my own.
I will not give anyone the satisfaction of making me concrete.

What to do with idle shoes?
to dance if not with you, anyone?
Just myself alone in my mind.
Im a dreamer and I dance in a dream.

If I ruled the world.

As a child, I was always fascinated by bathrooms.
But to this day, I can only shit in the privacy of my own home.

I could write of all the beautiful things writers always talk about
Seldom is it musical and I want to make music.
I have goosebumps although temperatures rise.
Beautiful things come and go and go and go and go

The best I could ever do was warn you.
The best you could do was listen.

Sometimes I think of old television westerns.
Of all the wildness, the garbage, the testosterone,
I could always pour my heart out to you.

"i sure wish you could spend the rest of the evening with us"

hands

Hands,
you're all so very different
most of all, i prefer the worn ones

Tub Scenes

This is us submerged
in bathwater like in the movies
Which always made me feel asphyxiated