NYE baby.

I made lists for the winter
there is only one thing i would like to do

no secrets shared

She lost track of her eyes

You can't put a face to sexual harassment

This represents my nervousness on so many levels.

Baby's got a lot of jokes to tell

What happens when we're satisfied?

i took the day off from working at the library
to spend the day working at the library
isnt it ironic?
eat me

Just kidding

we are not plastic
we are not ceramic
we are not stone

i like things that make me think
thinking is hard to do
lets take dirty pictures
youll never guess this one.

seeing is believing

BANANA!

seven was always one of my favorite movies.

when i was a child i used to look across the way into our neighbors windows
i thought because i could only see inside at nighttime that they were vampires
i would watch to see if they were killing anyone, i would watch to see if they were having sex
i never did see either of these events
it frightens me the things i would think about as a child

21 days
this is getting good

i have to give a man credit when it's due
i admire someone who doesn't play by the rules
i have to give a man credit when it's due
but not here.

let's cover our diseases

we lean on each other in the dark
lets rub our eyes
you see sparks
i see jesus
mother mary, a magritte painting and the ring
a crown of thorns and a jack o'lantern
this is'nt sleepy hallow anymore baby

let's get institutionalized baby

we pass by each other like ships in the night
we mirror each others lives
i might never meet you
i love you

october blue

13 days
through rain and traffic
he's still here
i admire his resistance

september's gone when i needed it the most.
october dont fail me now.
you like the smell of decaying leaves.
october make up for what september lacked,
change the colors of my heart.

you be my heart
we're proof there's life
ill be your heart
we're proof there's a flame
let's start a fire.

...and the dreams that you dare to dream
really do come true

the age old rivalry
i

Now I've got craft time writing letters to the universe.

My veins lead somewhere
Let's play connect the dots

Ice cubes melt the sugar cubes

I cant find my cynical roots here in California
California has erased my tough exterior
This is a business town
New york does it better.

We have grand dreams of travel.
Some times people say dreams are just that
Dreams
they say you cant see some dreams
But those of who can
are fortunate

Damien! Damien!
This was not a child
but a monster.

This is a joke.
Tyler's mother has this hanging in the kitchen.
Along with american flag wall paper.
Stars and Stripes every where.
Really it was the biggest shit show.
You think she was god damn betsy ross.
Her ghost is a joke,

pressurized cabin
my feet are cold
the washington ballet kills me
Holden Caulfield wont ever love Jane Gallagher again
Youll never love me and im running away.

we all have a story from that day
some are more descriptive than others
ive got the photos to prove it.

breakfast of champions

maladjusted me.

all we ever find are lived in bars
the stool cushions are flat on our asses
the air stinks
our best bonding experiences are with roaches
eavesdropping
the bartenders are young and stupid
they havent really even lived yet

of all the johns ive been with
you were the best and worst

over that long span of time
the reality is
i only saw you
271 times

Lynch, ryan seacrest, abandondment and other lessons on saturday nights.
I am learning to live without love but with grace.
Without rabbits.

Oh I've got a devil inside.
Oh I've got a devil inside.
Says he ain't going to burn me.
Oh that devil's beside me.

Dont waste any time.

This looks like god
I've sent my letters to the universe.
Secrets I've told david lee roth.
We both share the hots for teacher.
That's common knowledge.
But god has burst my bubble.
I am by no means discreet